I am having the Monday Blues.
Haha. how ironical since I dont even have to go to school or do anything :S
Me and Jer are One and a Half years old lo.
Happy 18 mthsery to Us! ^^
From today onwards, I am resolved to start doing small things with great love :)
I am UPSET.
I know I mood swing ALOT and am very Unreasonable.
Don't need anyone to remind me.
I know it myself :S
sighs.
My tuition schedule is changed.
So this is how it goes,
Tentatively..
Monday evenings - dates with MEOWMEOW.
Tuesday afternoons - Kelvin's Sister and Evening till late night at the Taiwanese.
Wednesday - From Noon till Late night at the Taiwanese.
Thursday afternoons - Kelvin's Sister again, and Nights with MEOWMEOW.
Saturday: Morning till evening at the Taiwanese.
Sunday- afternoons at the Taiwanese till Night.
There goes my life man. :(
I have too much time in the first place, I think.
Sighs. Maybe this is for the better :S *shrugs*
I am a HAPPY GIRL today.
Tho I didn't get to watch Surf's Up.
but Hot Fuzz wasn't a bad choice.
I enjoyed it all the same.
And, my boyfriend is really niceeeeeee to me today.
ok. he is normally very nice already.
But I just feel that he's exceptionally nice today.
HA. I think it's the mood. :D *hehs*
My working life will start from tml.
*sighs*
It wud mean LESS SLEEP, MORE FATS INTAKE.
'cause I'll hafta wake up VERY early and they feed me real good :(
Anyone wanna join me for an outdoor exercise routine soon?! :((
I want .........
A sony ericsson K810i phone!
haha.. It seems nice?
I don't know *shrugs*
Just saw the advertisement on the teevee :D
最近，我正在为我的书起笔。
目前。。。还在写自序。哈哈。。我承认，是有点慢啦！
但，好过没有动笔，不是吗？
这本大概会是我自己的爱情小说吧。
我一直以来，都想拥有一本专属自己的爱情小说。
希望我能做得到！
我认为啊。。。人与人之间的相遇是很奥妙的。
你可否记得，你和你的另一半是如何相遇的呢？
是否。。跟我一样。。？
我起初见到他时，对他是种爱慕。
渐渐的，爱慕转为暗恋。
在我心中，他也从一个我爱慕的人“升职”到了我认为的完美情人。
之后，我还以为我永远只能暗恋他；因为他的周遭总有许多美女环绕着。
哪知，我竟然能够与他成为情侶。
现在回想起来，总觉得这一切发生得太奥妙了。
Haha.. The above was just random thoughts :)
Sighhs.. My dad seems keen on me going to Poly.
I am quite against that route.
Oh wells.. perhaps I am just stubborn or what.
*shrugs*
I WANNA TAKE COUNSELLING!! :(
Hmms.. I am quite back to normal.
I guess?
Went to the Church near my home.
Quite like today's sermon.
I actually went to talk to the church counsellor :)
Oh wells.. I am feeling much much better than before :)
Let me update on my week.
MON - WED : like nothing leh...
Just unhappiness :(
Thurs : Jer came over to keep me company.
Then I broke down.
Real bad!
Glad that he's around.
Thanks for hugging me tight and telling me that I'll always have you no matter what :)
Friday : Boyfren came over again.
He played on my com whilst I got ready to go out.
HE OVERSPENT MY ZOO MONEY lah! *pouts*
Oh wells. Then we went for "fantastic four"
It's soooooooooooo nice!
Love it so much!! ^^
I seriously think Jessica Alba is really hottttt!! :D
She is soooooooo gorgeous :)
Saturday : Spent my afternoon typing dad's documents until my fingers showed signs of cramps.
Got ready to go out.. BUT MY WHITE HEELS WERENT ARD!!
*sad*
Panicked for a good half an hour before I went out MISMATCHED! :(
Got to JE and waited for Jer and his family.
They picked me up and we got to Chevrons.
My BOYFREN WAS SICK!
But he still look very good yesterday :DD *loves*
Urms.. Wedding dinner was simple.
Food was alright; but service was NO GOOD.
BUT! one thing good about yesterday, was the company :)
It's all that matters, right? :)
Psst! I realised I want a memorable wedding :) HA!
After what I have been going thru for the past two weeks..
I think I am beginning to understand myself alittle bit more.
First, I do not want to be all alone when I am sad.
When I am sad or feel like breaking down, I'll need someone to hug/lend me his/her shoulder.
Second, I do not sing when I am sad.
And I only sing when I am feeling happy :)
I still not very in the mood to open my mouth to sing,
tho I do feel fine now :)
Special Thanks to Flor and Peiling who showed their concerns..
I was really touched :)
And A big thanks to my boyfren, who has been always there for me and loving me :)
I have a confession to make!! :DD
我想说的是。。。
我的男友真的很好，很棒！
我一直觉得啊。。 爱我是个很累很累的事
不是我想太多哦！
我的前男友也是这么说我的；难怪他会甩掉我。
唉。。。
我真的真的觉得我的男友，林川凯，是这世界上最好的！！
每当我伤心或遇到不开心的事时，
他总会在第一时间安慰我，并尽全力来逗我开心。
还记得Ａ水准成绩放榜时。。
我看到自己的烂成绩，我真的伤心透顶。
但，死爱面子的自己，却硬逼自己把情绪压抑着。
他，就在不远处等着我。
不知怎么的，看到他。。心中所有的情绪都在一瞬间涌上心头。
眼泪也豪无自主地夺眶而出。
他的担心，他的不知所措，都满满地写在脸上。
我想，他大概从来没见过可以哭得那么难看的的人吧。
我记得，他陪着我与我的朋友去ＫＴＶ。。可怜的他并没什么玩到，只是默默地在我身旁陪着我。
我还记得，他很体贴地想请我吃我最爱的冰淇淋。
虽然，我的男朋友有时也会让我伤心，让我难过，让我生气，
但，往往都是他这些贴心的小动作，这些出自内心的关心。。。让我内心总是暖暖的。
在此，我想对我最爱，最重要的他说声谢谢。
以及告诉他：我真的很爱你！
又是星期一了。
生活还蛮无味的，一点惊喜也没有。
今天，我终于把“微笑 ” 看完了。
虽然，我起初还蛮抗拒这部戏的，但是，我上隐了！！
天啊！这部戏可说是扣人心弦啊！
看到最后的几集，那些感人的情节，竟让我的眼泪直流。
哈哈！我突然想到一件事！
我也想要十一朵玫瑰花！！
你可知道。。 十一朵玫瑰花的花语是什么？？
它的花语是。。 “一生一世只爱你一个”
很感人对不对？
我真的很佩服想出花语的人。。
或许，有些人会觉得这些花语都是一派胡言。
我就不以为然啊！
让我来为那些不懂得欣赏花语的人指点指点吧！
我认为啊！
花语是发明给不懂得表达爱意的男人。
同时，也是给想表达爱意的男人。
不难懂吧！：D
PS: I miss my hubby! :'(
This entry was meant for yesterday.
but I was too tired when I got home.
And so, I am blogging only now.
Went over to find BF.
Went his place first.
Bobby was abit madmad de.
but ya, cause he is cute, he is forgiven.
Then we dropped by the Golf place.
Boyfren is goin to take up golf lessons :D
then we went to shingshong... (as in sing song :DDDD)
SOOOO fun!! ^^
I was super duper high after.
Then we went his mummie's shop to have din din.
After which, his daddy came also, but no more din din lers.
So, me n bf, despite being full, we went for our second dinner :D
poor bf; he cldnt eat alot.. cause he is having a stupid ulcer. :((
*sayang* I hope that your ulcer will go away soon :DD
這几天好像没什么心情。
不知为什么。
就有种闷闷不乐的心情。
好奇怪哦！
我自己也不明白；有没有人能告诉我？
最近，我也好像没有了灵感写作。。。
那感觉，带着空虚，带着无助。
那感觉，是有点难受。。。
似乎。。。我失去了方向。
能不能告诉我。。我到底怎么了？！
有时，我真的很好奇。。。
爱一个人，我们到底要带着什么心情？
爱一个人，我们到底要抱者什么期待？
我真的不晓得嘞！
能不能有人能告诉我？ :)
我想念。。。
我是多么希望一切都能永恒地持續下去。。。
可以嗎？
I expect too much, perhaps?
Wells.. anyways! I have gotten my shrek hairband! :)
Sis bought it for me! ^^
So sweet can! :D
Oh wells.. Shrek3 is no good.
Sighs.
SICK TODAY >.<
sian.. maybe can go find sth to do after tuition :)
Went meet Jer.
Ate BakKuteh with him and his friends.
Went home sleep.
Then went his popo's place.
Went his mummy's shop to eat dinner.
Then went citysquare for SUMOLAH - my first malay movie.
And here I am back in Singapore again.
I have got this STRONG urge to pop by some petshop and get that something which I have always wanted.
And maybe I will when I have the time :/
PS : Jer.. I am sorry for moodswinging on you today :(
Forgive me hao mah?
Ok. That heading was meant for yesterday.
I have lots to update man.
Forgive me, I have to backtrack:)
Thursday!
Had tuition with meowmeow.
AND I NEARLY GOT KILLED BY HIM WITH A COMPASS.
no kidding ok?
IT'S THAT SERIOUS. :(
Alrights.
But the best part came, when I had to get to CWP to meet Esther and Minghong.
Hmmm.. They made me went on a treasure hunt in the mall and the library.
Rather creative right? :)
It's a good surprise.
And the search ended up in the treasure trove of knowledge.
And we cut the cake and eating ther..
And guess what?!!
We got caught on Candid Camera.
HEHS.
Oh wells.. I love my pressies..
A very sweet bracelet and a personalised umbrella.
I'll be bringing the umbrella out very often if it rains :DDD
IT'S MINE! MINE! MINE! :DDDDDDD
*happy*
A BIG BIG THANKYOU TO STER and HONG!! :DDDD
Friday: Yups.. Our 17th mthsery :DDD
Went to find my boyfren who OVERSLEPT and didn't go school.
HEES.
HmmMm.. We went to collect tix for Pirates3 and went for lunch @ stonegrill.
The food was good :)
BUt we kind of ordered too much and wasted them.
:P
Then slacked ard..until the movie started.
HEY PEOPLE! Pirates 3 is GREAT! GO WATCH! :DD
If I say it's nice, it's NICE! :DD
I'm almost never wrong:DD
Thank you, Jer!
For spending time with me :D
:)))))))))) * I WOVE YOU!*
Ten things that God won’t ask you
1. God won’t ask what kind of car you drove;
He’ll ask how many people you drove who didn’t have a car to drive in.
2. God won’t ask the square footage of your house;
He’ll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
3. God won’t ask how much clothes you had in your closet;
He’ll ask how many you helped to clothe.
4. God won’t ask what your highest salary was;
He’ll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
5. God won’t ask what your job title was;
He’ll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
6. God won’t ask how many friends you had;
He’ll ask how many people to whom you were a real friend.
7. God won’t ask about what neighborhood you lived with;
He’ll ask if you had loved your neighbors.
8. God won’t ask about the color of your skin;
He’ll ask if you had treated those of other skin colours well.
9. God won’t ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation;
He’ll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
10. God won’t ask how many people you forwarded this to;
He’ll ask if you were ashamed to pass it on to your friends.
Happy moments; praise God.
Difficult moments; seek God.
Quiet moments; worship God.
Painful moments; trust God.
Every moment; thank God.
Did God give us our imperfections,
so that we will meet someone who can see us perfectly?
Do we only realise to cherish,
after we had lost everything?
If only whatever's bothering me could go away with one big long sigh . . . . . .
I wish I understand you better . . .
Had a tiring night.
but I am fine now.
thankyou peipei.
and a especially big thankyou to boyfren, who tolerated me and bothered to listen to me:)
I'll be fine soon.
I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to those who rmbed :)
Thankyou to : wquan, ade, suxian, eileen, esther, yvonne, flor, eugene, junhao, irene, szekai, jiajing, kershin, junwei,zin htet, boon and last but nt least, my own boyfren.
Thursday *17may*
MY BOYFREN'S BDAY!
HE'S TWENTY LERS! ^^
Ok.. I don't know why I so high for :S
*hehs*
SOrry dear that I lied to you.
But I assure u that this is the only lie I have told you.
:)
Hmm.. I think my boyfren likes his PSP.
THough I stil think you prefer the white one *sorry*
L enjoyed my thursday.
Though..I got reminded of something that I have been running away from.
Maybe..ignorance isn't really bliss?
Friday :)
Jer's party!
Jer taught me to blow up the balloon with this machine and then tie it.
HEHS! I learnt it alrdy! :)
But fingers were sore after that :(
Then helped his mummie with some preparations of the food whilst he went out for golf.
The party was ok.
But I was stoning away.
Sorry dear.. I wasn't much of a company.
I'm too boring I guess.
*sighs* I wish I could socialise better :)
though its their party, I got to celebrate mine as well! :)
And gifts for me too:)
How nice:)
Stayed over 'cause my boyfren refused to send me home -___-
Saturday:DD
Woke up ard noon.
Bathed then went out for nice beef noodles *yummielicious!*
Then.. went his mummie's shop to cut new hairstyle and dye it.
Jer chose the hairstyle! I think its nice :)
Then his mum kinda did temp curls for me.
Urms.. I think I really don't look nice.
But my bf likes it-__-
*and now he wants me to do perm curls >.< *
Rushed back his hse to do makeup by his dasao.
then rushed back my home to get changed.
Then got on our way to the meeting place.
We got lost nd were an hour late.
*hehs*
I like the place.
愛情海餐廳
The ambience was good :)
And.. yups.. what the girls did for me is really sweet :)
And of course, I enjoyed the sabo :D
Singing on stage; lucky got bf to pei me.
The frame was perfectly sweet!!
And the red big bag frm MNG :DDDDD *loves*
Okay.. not forgetting that you darlings remembered my favourite flower :DD
*for happiness*
Thank you all so much.
Boyfren, you too..
For the trouble I have caused you and for your precious time I have wasted.
Thankyou :)
And in case, you girls never saw what I wrote.. but I still want to repeat this..
我希望我們每個人都會擁有雨過天晴后的彩紅 :)
Sunday : Met up with Yvonne .
We went to eat jap buffet!
SHOOOOOO NICE!
Did stupid things there. *hehs(
Then we went walkwalk.
GOt so tempted to buy this sundress from concept109.
but I didn't! *yay*
ZIN Htet bought me a mirror from Manzana.
Think very EX lo.
But it's really nice! THANKYOU!
OH! yvonne made me a card . SO SWEET!
THank you VON! *hugs*
THen we went Starbucks.
I had nice hot chocolate whilst VOn had nice latte :)
Then now.. home sweet home :DD
Pictures will be up soon. :)
As soon as I have the time ? :)
And I think.. I am kind of ready for more understanding?
dear.. I wanna noe you more:)
HmmMmmm.. Alrights.. No letter from NTU.
And so, I had to send out an appeal.
I was freaking confused..
I am so lost as to what I should appeal for.
Sighs.
I feel so awful.. I feel like breaking down :'(
help..